Head spinning, soul wrenching, heart crushing darkness
What to do, where to turn, who to trust?
My stomach sick, my head throbbing, heart racing
Panick. Worry. The end?
I look for the light, the right path. I try, I really do.
Burst tyre.... what next. Is this a sign? The end?
Been through, and survived, so much before..
But this? Why does this stab like a knife?
My core, my security, my existence threatened.
I feel so tired, too tired, enough is enough.
Where now? What happened to my life..
This weight too much. Just too much.
3 comments:
I appreciate your transparency. I don't know if this is your feelings at the moment or an expression of where you've been before, but don't you give up, you've come too far.
I utterly enjoyed this and posted it on my Facebook wall... thought you might want to see what i wrote about you on my "Thinking Positive Page:)
"I found his writing to be very moving and BEAUTIFUL. There is something very lovely in his expression of darkness. This is a great example of making something dark into light, turning personal into art!"
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http://www.facebook.com/pages/Thinking-Positive/233981673319676?sk=wall
correction for comment above
*Personal turmoil into art!
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