There are no words to describe the pain I felt inside
I took it all in silence, the hell I had to hide...
I don't even know how to tell you, how can I even begin
He told me that he loved me, that this was not a sin
He took from me my childhood, without even asking me
And now you ask me to tell you.. there are no words, you see
All alone I took it...I never said a word
Silently I wept, so that no one ever heard
So there are no words to tell you, please just let me be
How can I speak the sounds of this...for they're not meant to be
I cannot ever tell you...I don't think you can hear
The pain, the hurt, the torture, the betrayal and the fear
There are no words to tell you, But tell is what I'll do
There are no words but listen, and I will whisper them to you.
I am a MALE survivor of CHILDHOOD SEXUAL ABUSE. This is my place to offload, share and let go. This blog also contains articles from other sources and guest posts. Have a seat, kick off your shoes and join me. Leave your prejudices at the door, open your mind and learn. Please leave a comment, I appreciate feedback. WARNING some of the contents of this blog might cause triggering. Caution.... This blog may contain nuts. All posts ©
Friday, 30 September 2011
Armaggeddon
Shadows, night.....comfort is here
Instead of the harsh light of morning.
Shadows, night....you'll find me there
Heedless to the warnings
I watch the life flow from me
My soul seems on fire
Those winds of change surround me
No one knows what I desire
End of daylight, end of pain
end of unhappiness
the story of the slain.
I know your harshness
and your reality of lies.
I see my friendships
and those who watch as the ember dies.
My heart is still left
but yearns to be free
save yourselves
Please, don't wait for me
It is the Armaggeddon
The day all deeds are done
and with your leave, take my love
the endless journey has begun
Instead of the harsh light of morning.
Shadows, night....you'll find me there
Heedless to the warnings
I watch the life flow from me
My soul seems on fire
Those winds of change surround me
No one knows what I desire
End of daylight, end of pain
end of unhappiness
the story of the slain.
I know your harshness
and your reality of lies.
I see my friendships
and those who watch as the ember dies.
My heart is still left
but yearns to be free
save yourselves
Please, don't wait for me
It is the Armaggeddon
The day all deeds are done
and with your leave, take my love
the endless journey has begun
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