In the dark,
I reached, I fell
I wanted you, grasped the air
You were not there
Your eyes
Black in black night
Not wavering there
I fell
Piercing down into dark
Screaming fear into night
Catch me
Catch my hurt
Catch me quietly
And if I laugh
Steal not my happiness
If I cry
Don't dry my tears
Just let me exist
Catch me.
The safety of your arms.
Enough.
I reached, I fell
I wanted you, grasped the air
You were not there
Your eyes
Black in black night
Not wavering there
I fell
Piercing down into dark
Screaming fear into night
Catch me
Catch my hurt
Catch me quietly
And if I laugh
Steal not my happiness
If I cry
Don't dry my tears
Just let me exist
Catch me.
The safety of your arms.
Enough.
I am so glad you shared on twitter. I have shared your pages onto my FB pages also.
ReplyDeleteI know that as a Canadian I've been fortuna to be able to go past taboos keeping an open heart.
while as in Finland so much of this is still so TABOO and barely talked about.
Having had a broad very colorful life its demanded me to open up and be as responsive to those who come into my life.
I've known and experienced enough to be able to walk side by side with my man friends who take huge brave steps and ask THE BIG QUESTIONS.
Your story touched me so deeply, I am humbled and joys with your courage.
with that...
Gentle thoughts to you my becoming friend. The best place I decided a long time ago was not to walk in the shadows of closet doors, but to embrace all of me for who I am, as I am, with all my humanness.
Big warm spiritual hugs from this crazy older buzzard from Canada, living abroad, in this case Finland.
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@JPHaukkavaara
Johanness-Poul