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Thursday, 16 August 2012
I walk by faith! #poetry
You took away my innocence
My hopes, my dreams, my youth
You took from me my very soul
What could have been, I never knew
Your words would cut me deep inside
Deep to the very core
Darkness. Cold. I could not feel
Why did you hate me so?
You crushed me as I screamed in pain
Your words ripped out my heart
The world grew dull. I felt insane
Did you ever care about that part?
Is that what you wanted all along?
"I win!" "You lose!" A game?
Control, submission, guilt, defeat
Yet, I still remain
It was for a child that I lived
Although I rather would have died
Now, how I thank God for that child!
Because of him, I have survived
I will live in spite of you
You no longer have a say
My Life, my Body, my Mind, my Soul
You will never again have control
Whether in this world or in the next
Justice will have a way
You hurt me and you almost won
But "You Lost!", I have to say
A new Dawn breaks of Hope and Peace
Of Happiness and Grace
From me, these things YOU CANNOT TAKE
My head held high, I walk by Faith!
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Bravo! I've been looking over your blog for a day and I am glad you are speaking out what happened and what your life has been like being a CSA. I applaud you and your efforts!
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