I am feeling a mixture
Both pleasure and pain
Darks mix with lights
Here emotions remain
Emotions keep merging
Colours collide into one
Breathing deeply I wait
Till grey days are gone
Frozen bereft of words
Colours hazy and unsure
Confusion fills these days
Emotions that I endure
Had I now lost all nerve
To finally give up the fight
Heart is battled scarred
Here waiting for light
A heart worn and weary
Painful emotions to erase
Stormy patterns appear
Feeling lost on grey days
It becomes a tiring routine
I have been there before
I shall ride out this storm
Then kick open the door
You write with such grace. I can imagine your journey has not been without many tears. But there is such healing in your poetry. Be blessed.
ReplyDeleteThank you Renee. Yes the journey so far has been painful, but now the time has come to look to tomorrow and leave yesterday where it belongs.
ReplyDeleteBlessings to you too.