tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6553737404201765566.post4898664761194186664..comments2024-03-22T12:19:52.915+00:00Comments on Beyond Survivor - The Wounded Warrior Blog: Help meBeyond Survivorhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13651923245154253074noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6553737404201765566.post-4331719590396470042012-03-29T23:51:55.730+01:002012-03-29T23:51:55.730+01:00I used to be in this space. Afraid and feeling lik...I used to be in this space. Afraid and feeling like the pain of the abuse would take my life again. The flashes I have are so real and forceful... But it's different now. I'm angry at the fear, angry at the sexual and physical abuse and angry that it left me with dissociative amnesia and flashes that are so vivid that it's as if it's happening all over again. Sometimes it's hard for others to see your pain or hear your cry, sometimes the pain is too much for them to behold. I don't know why there are times when you cry for help and help doesn't come. My parents and grandparents raped me and left me in my own confused little mind, abandoned and lost. I have to take care of myself as I always have and I've accepted this...It's so sad that abuse of any kind occurs in this world. I hate it. But it's a part of my life and it happened to me. It's up to me to keep living and know that I can do it with or without help...Thanks for sharingAnonymousnoreply@blogger.com