Too many memories and feelings running through my head. Part of me wishing I'd shut up and not gone "public" and another part wanting to scream it out so loudly that no-one would miss what I was saying.
Everything seems to be setting me off. I just feel sick.
I try to push the pictures and memories out of my head. I cannot concentrate.
It's all well and good trying to deal with it but right now I just want it all to go away. I don't want to be that person anymore. It didn't happen to me. It was a bad dream.
I'm spiralling into a depression again and if I let that happen I'll be good for nothing. I cannot let it beat me, but what the hell do I do!!!!!!!!!!!!
My life has been so screwed up.
This is eating me alive.